Its been a long time since my last post.

I am currently stuck on a navy ship and missing my hubby a lot.  I've been rather depressed due to the fact that I cannot communicate easily with anyone.  Also, the whole deal with how everything is run here is VERY stressful at that.  I find myself curled up and cryiing in my rack a lot.  It has been rather rough.

I really miss my hubby and love him sooooo much,  He is giving me support and I am very thankful for it.

I love you "FatherLatour"!  <3

So, its been a few month since my last post.  Which should make it obvious that I've been rather busy lately.  I'm planning on posting a nice entry soon to catch anyone up on whats going on if they read this journal.

Quit military
Get an AWESOME
Get a waaay cooler job
Get a NICE place
Help out my financialy unstable friends
Give to charity
Go to Japan
HAVE A GREAT TIME!!

I have had a number of events happpen lately, good and well... heh.
So, I shall wear my heart on my sleeve again.
I must come clean.

  I am, firstly, very happy, because I did get to spend some time with a prince recently and I finally admitted to him how I felt.  I want to spend more time with him~  ^_^

  Well, there is the fact I know I REALLY need to learn self control, hopefuly, my prince, will not get bothered too much by this, as well as the few others I tend to call durning the day, I'm sorry!  *head/desk*  ^^;   I'm still trying to learn to control that so, I'm apologizing in advance to anyone having to deal with these things I do.

  Now there is one thing that has been bugging me now, for quite some time, for my friends, family, and well, anyone that I care about.  You know who you are, you are a select few I keep in close contact with who even know a lot more about me than others.
  I want to thank you all, for being there for me.  For when I am down, depressed, going through tough times, to when I am happy, content, and just cheerful.  I hope to leave a good impression and happy memories with each-and-every-one-of-you!  ^-^ <3 *many hugs*

  I DO NOT want to be a burden to any of you.  I care about all of you more than anything, because you've been there for me. Honestly, I want to be there for all of you too, more than anything!  I will be by the sides of my friends who are true to me and I will always try my best to be there for you and help you as well.

  It is most overbearing that I am of military personnel, and that I cannot be the most dependable for EVERYTHING since, duty comes first.  I hope you can understand this because, in a few months, things are going to get quite unpredictable for me, I may just go out to sea.  I DO want those of you here, to know that, even if I do go, I will be back eventually. 
And the love I have for you as a friend, family member, commrade, shipmate, or possibly beyond... is there.  It will always be.
I hope my feelings can be understood by you.  And I didn't just want to pour this out to you alone because, more than one person has made an impression on my life and, hell, I've been meaning to say this for a long time.  I only recently had the inspiration for it.
Thank you all!
^-^ <3

I don't know why exactly but...
Lately I've been in a bit of a slump, not as happy as I usually am.  I kinda have a bad feeling about it.  Ever get that?
Its like... a foreboding/foreshadowing feeling. A feeling as if something unplesant is around the corner.  I almost can gaurentee I'm going to cry.  I wish I knew what could causd this.
This isn't the first time I've felt this, its happened before, each time before something awful happened.

Okay, this is actually easy to write to this time (with pics to follow soon!)

Well, I was gone for a while because I was off on "vacation time" and I went home to see my family for christmas.  My mom has told me over the phone that the houses in the areas she lives in are haunted.  At first, I thought she made that up just so I would show up but, I brought my digital camera to take pictures.

SURPRISE!!  I saw (through the camera's picture lens) something I've seen happen on the paranormal TV shows... shost/soul orbs.  another pictukre I took came out as a FACE on a blank wall!! A FACE!!

CREEPY!

I was so estatic about finding ghosts (and somewhat creeped out too) that i just smiled ant went out the car.  Humming happily.